Hey guys.
I guess I was happy until I started asking questions and got the answers I knew I was going to get, but didn't want..
I really like the guy I talk about, and he likes me too, but he likes his girlfriend more, and to be honest, I might just give up, I know I'll go straight back to him when I see him on Monday, but I asked him what is going on between us, and he said he doesn't know. Then he keeps talking about his girlfriend, then I just get upset. I just want him so bad. I just don't know what to do anymore. Help anybody? How are you guys anyway? Hope you are pretty good, one more week of school, then it's chocolatechocolatechocolate for me, I love Easter, it's so lovely, it's the start of Spring for me. I can't stop listening to Alana Lee Hamilton - Butterflies, give it a listen guys, it's cheesy but she has a lovely voice! So I'm off now, I'ma put some lyrics from the above song at the bottom. Love you guys!
Emily.
You give me butterflies, deep inside, you give me butterflies, I don't know where to run, run, run from you. So I got to say, you give me butterflies deep inside, you give me butterflies, and I don't know what to do, do, do, without you, boy, you give me butterflies..
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Hey guys,
I've kind of given up saying sorry for not writing new blogs everyday and shtuff, so yeah!
Life is so hectically:/. Anyway, you probably remember the boy I was flirt texting with, well, he STILL has a girlfriend, but, we are so in love. All his friends know he likes me, and all my friends know I like him, but he isn't doing anything about it, take today for example, he walked past me, and I start smiling like a loon on loon pills, and he is the same about me, and I heard his friend Mason shout "Stop smiling at her, why don't you just go over and snog her?" Then he kind of attacked Mason? But everybody knows we love eachother so much, appart from his girlfriend that is..
I just wish he would do something about it, how I hate love triangles. And my mum keeps trying to get involved, asking me why I text him so much, argh.
On a better note, I can play Mary had a little lamb on my guitar, that my friends, is how cool this bean is! School sucks, cannot wait for the holidays, and I've nearly finished my wall of posters! Which I am ever so excited about, so what if I have eight posters of Oliver Sykes, he is gorgeous! Well I'm out of here, one more thing, if you like the music I do, then give The Ballad of Mona Lisa a listen, by Panic! at the Disco, one of my favoured at this moment in time and space! Much lovingtons to you guys!
emily.
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I've kind of given up saying sorry for not writing new blogs everyday and shtuff, so yeah!
Life is so hectically:/. Anyway, you probably remember the boy I was flirt texting with, well, he STILL has a girlfriend, but, we are so in love. All his friends know he likes me, and all my friends know I like him, but he isn't doing anything about it, take today for example, he walked past me, and I start smiling like a loon on loon pills, and he is the same about me, and I heard his friend Mason shout "Stop smiling at her, why don't you just go over and snog her?" Then he kind of attacked Mason? But everybody knows we love eachother so much, appart from his girlfriend that is..
I just wish he would do something about it, how I hate love triangles. And my mum keeps trying to get involved, asking me why I text him so much, argh.
On a better note, I can play Mary had a little lamb on my guitar, that my friends, is how cool this bean is! School sucks, cannot wait for the holidays, and I've nearly finished my wall of posters! Which I am ever so excited about, so what if I have eight posters of Oliver Sykes, he is gorgeous! Well I'm out of here, one more thing, if you like the music I do, then give The Ballad of Mona Lisa a listen, by Panic! at the Disco, one of my favoured at this moment in time and space! Much lovingtons to you guys!
emily.
Hey dudes,
So update..
You know how I said like that I hated the boy that was sexting me, wellI might have told him that I love him, and he is still with his girlfriend, it may have been a mistake but I think he is okay with it, he kind of said he liked me too, so result, I just wish he could choose between us, but that is asking much to much of him. Guitar is amazalting. I still kind of hate every other boy on the planet, but that is being kind of judgmental so sorrry.
I'm kind of addicted to System of a down, Fall out boy and Marina and the Diamonds. I blew up the microwave. I've nearly finished my poster wall. I have no money, yet I need a new phone. I always seem to be in a pretty good mood but then I'm like meeeerh, cause something has to happen of course. I like Coffee and Vimto, obviously not together. Btw, I'm sorry if I have menctioned any of this stuff in other posts. I haven't been on in a while and with nothing to do I just thought I'd pop on. Being cool is overrated, now I'm saying this because I'm like so unpopular and so way uncool, but I was uncool, way before it was cool to be uncool. How I love that statement. And finally, what the hell did I used to do with Spotify? It's the most fantabulous music player in the world. If you don't have it, I seriously suggest it, it's AMAZING.
That's about it realllly. Btw, watch charlieissocoollike on Youtube hilarious man-child.
Emily.
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So update..
You know how I said like that I hated the boy that was sexting me, wellI might have told him that I love him, and he is still with his girlfriend, it may have been a mistake but I think he is okay with it, he kind of said he liked me too, so result, I just wish he could choose between us, but that is asking much to much of him. Guitar is amazalting. I still kind of hate every other boy on the planet, but that is being kind of judgmental so sorrry.
I'm kind of addicted to System of a down, Fall out boy and Marina and the Diamonds. I blew up the microwave. I've nearly finished my poster wall. I have no money, yet I need a new phone. I always seem to be in a pretty good mood but then I'm like meeeerh, cause something has to happen of course. I like Coffee and Vimto, obviously not together. Btw, I'm sorry if I have menctioned any of this stuff in other posts. I haven't been on in a while and with nothing to do I just thought I'd pop on. Being cool is overrated, now I'm saying this because I'm like so unpopular and so way uncool, but I was uncool, way before it was cool to be uncool. How I love that statement. And finally, what the hell did I used to do with Spotify? It's the most fantabulous music player in the world. If you don't have it, I seriously suggest it, it's AMAZING.
That's about it realllly. Btw, watch charlieissocoollike on Youtube hilarious man-child.
Emily.
Goodness, hello strangers?
Sorry, I hardly ever come on anymore. I waste my life away on Facebook and Tumblr. Anyway, how are we all? I'm pretty good, now again, but I'm still searching for something, I don't know what. And I've realised that I am insane, I always ask myself weird questions, like 'what is normal?' and 'WHO THE HELL AM I?' Okay, I don't know why I'm writing this I have nothing to say really:/.
So Ina bit.
Much love.
Emily.
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Sorry, I hardly ever come on anymore. I waste my life away on Facebook and Tumblr. Anyway, how are we all? I'm pretty good, now again, but I'm still searching for something, I don't know what. And I've realised that I am insane, I always ask myself weird questions, like 'what is normal?' and 'WHO THE HELL AM I?' Okay, I don't know why I'm writing this I have nothing to say really:/.
So Ina bit.
Much love.
Emily.
Howdy!
I've just realized, I haven't really explained about myself yet, like what I like and dislike and who I really am. So here goes..
1. My name is Emily Jane Berrisford. I'm fourteen, and my star-sign is Libra. I live in Stafford, and I go to Walton High, I'm in year nine. I'm on Tumblr, Facebook, Twitter and Formspring.
2. My favourite drink is coffee, my favourite food is chinese. I love music, and I like anything, so feel free to send me stuff. I like reading, but I can only read books I'm into. I like E4 and Kerrang.
3. I have never fallen for a man, but I want somebody with big, brown eyes, any hair colour, tall, no facial hair, that puts lynx on, (mm) and somebody that cares about their friends and family and that would care for me in the same way.
4. I have a step-sister that I love so much, but I hardly ever see! I love my best friends, they are my world. And my family, they love me however I am!
5. I like, theme parks, movies, music, guitars, sunshine, posters, teeshirts and shorts, summer, tea, jack wills, topshop, cameras, photos, history, art, ipods, headphones, the sea, holidays, pools, clothes, guy friends, shopping, hats, walks/runs down the lane, blackouts, candles, hot chocolate, my bed, food, my friends, my family, but i also like being alone sometimes, long drives with my dad, my buddha and old cars.
That's me, comment or message me if you want to know more?
Emily.
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I've just realized, I haven't really explained about myself yet, like what I like and dislike and who I really am. So here goes..
1. My name is Emily Jane Berrisford. I'm fourteen, and my star-sign is Libra. I live in Stafford, and I go to Walton High, I'm in year nine. I'm on Tumblr, Facebook, Twitter and Formspring.
2. My favourite drink is coffee, my favourite food is chinese. I love music, and I like anything, so feel free to send me stuff. I like reading, but I can only read books I'm into. I like E4 and Kerrang.
3. I have never fallen for a man, but I want somebody with big, brown eyes, any hair colour, tall, no facial hair, that puts lynx on, (mm) and somebody that cares about their friends and family and that would care for me in the same way.
4. I have a step-sister that I love so much, but I hardly ever see! I love my best friends, they are my world. And my family, they love me however I am!
5. I like, theme parks, movies, music, guitars, sunshine, posters, teeshirts and shorts, summer, tea, jack wills, topshop, cameras, photos, history, art, ipods, headphones, the sea, holidays, pools, clothes, guy friends, shopping, hats, walks/runs down the lane, blackouts, candles, hot chocolate, my bed, food, my friends, my family, but i also like being alone sometimes, long drives with my dad, my buddha and old cars.
That's me, comment or message me if you want to know more?
Emily.
